Worry Wart
I have this problem worrying about everything. Lately, it has been worrying about my diagnosis from my doctor. I know that my life is in God's hands and I trust him fully however it hurts to think of the possible what if's and I should know better that God will do what is best for me and my family. If you don't already know I suffer from being a hypochrondriac. My number one fear is getting a life threatening disease that prevents me from meeting my first born or buying my first home...etc. You see I have in my mind all of these stepping stones that I think "make" a life. Things that we strive for and right now they all seem so far away and any health bump in the road I begin to freak out. Currently I am worried about my diagnosis of testing positive of 3 blood clotting disorders. Now I won't got into much detail but it frightens me...ALOT. So I have been living in personal agony these last couple of days thinking about the what "if''s". Like I said I trust God but mostly I am still human. I am struggling with handing it over to God and letting him take care of it. I am not sure how to let go of things and turn them over to him. Got any good tips?
I pray tonight for Peace and Understanding. :)
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