Day One

So today I started back at the gym...Yuck! I hate..no loathe the gym for more reasons than one. I love to walk however, 100 degrees is just sooo not inviting to me to take a step outside to exercise. So for at least another month or so I am stuck at the gym. I started tonight with doing only 50 minutes of cardio. I figured I would reward myself for actually making it to the gym and going at it alone. I haven't done much working out since I finished my marathon I figured my body needed a good hard rest what I didn't figure was the nearly 7lbs I had put on since the training for the marathon. All in all it wasn't so bad going to the gym and I actualy transferred my membership to another smaller gym which saved me $20.00 per month so I told myself that if I went to the gym at least 4 times per week for 4 weeks straight I could get a pedicure with that lovely $20.00 I am saving on my membership. That is what temporarily kept me going today. Don't get me wrong...I want to lose weight and I pray every day for God to strike me with the motivation I need to lose all 80lbs. Yes I said 80...I feel like it is a good number however 60 is probably more realistic for me to successfully keep the weight off. PLUS I figure the more weight I lose the better I will be when we do actually conceive. BUT I just can't find it in me to get excited and motivated. So I ask of you to please pray that God will strike me with this undying quench of exercise and healthy habits. BYE BYE Diet Vanilla Cokes at Sonic...I loved you but you must understand I will love a skinnier version of myself more.

On to day 2 but first some much needed bed time.