So I have to tell you that I have no patience. There I said it...it is out there. This waiting for our first child is just about to send me over the roof. I know that God has his plan but I am getting so sick of the waiting game. I need to move on and fill my life with something else with meaning that is hopefully easier than trying to live my life by when or if I get pregnant again.
We are in a new month and of course a new two week wait. I hate the waiting and the whole testing and temp taking. I am over it but I am not over my dream of holding my first child in my arms moments after I have given birth to that child. I just pray that God bless us soon and that these horrible month to month waits come to an abrubt ending.
Today I am actually going to attempt to move on with my life and to stop allowing this to consume my life. It just seems like I am giving up when I move on and I just am not ready for that yet. Has anyone else felt this way?????
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